In this 3-minute video, Swiss shares the heartbreaking story of her first child’s death during childbirth, and how grief and guilt consumed her second pregnancy.

Note: Infant loss can be challenging to speak about. Not only do parents face unbearable grief, but they are also left to painfully question what could’ve been done differently. Swiss faced her own fears and sadness to so vulnerably share her story with you. When listening to this story, please remember that grief looks different for every person. There are many ways to move through and live with grief. There is no “correct” way to grieve a loss.